Every time I am alone I can’t help but cry… Or if someone asks if I am okay..
Disappointed in myself.
Need to practice on being happy.. But all of this is actually making it worse..
It’s just really hard to put a smile on my face.. Without it turning into a sad shaking frown ready for my tears to slide by..
Same songs on repeat.
Getting ready for my trip.. Really don’t know how I feel about that anymore..
Oooo I put all the gifts he has ever given me on my highest bookshelf..
…. Durning my shower I found a left over love mark.. That doesn’t help.. Annnnnnd yup that’s today.. Trying to be happy.. happy happy happy.